Nokia N80

Woo......

Eventually, I bought a new mobile. Keep on considering the market for almost 4 months, reject numerous models, waiting and waiting...lastly, "my one" comes.

Nokia N80 !!!

$5280, kill me. Anyway, I still alive. Hahahahahahaha......

Night

It’s my great honor, to “force” (but politely speaking, “invite”) 2 unexpectable guesses to present in a simple gathering. Ladies and gentlemen, “N” and “D”.

Not easy, I really mean so. “N” was always kidnapped by alien, and still provides his completed heart in his own career, time is just a luxury good for him, and last night, I paid ZERO to buy his time, and successfully made the transaction deal, really a great job, isn’t it?

“D” was a speedy guy, he run so fast. People may misunderstand that he always comes so late, even not attends. But I can tell all you guys, some facts. Fact is, he is (was) not late, but already GONE. Last night, I successfully “STAY” this speedy handsome.

Anyway, still had fun.

According to “A”, and I totally agree, “Love is not the only component of life, especially in this moment.” No doubt, however, the main problem is, no matter what component contains a heavier weight in your life time, vexations still occurred. You may select your basket of components, but it doesn’t mean you have a right to avoid vexations.

Still a long way to go. A process, right?

Good night, my dearest ms. LONG ISLAND.

The Great Wall

Basically, I plan to seek a new job to re-develop my career path in a new environment, and "PLAN" to activate it within May, or early June. Of course, many reasons drive me to do so, some personal, and some external. I progress my plan, make it all on trend, special concern with every elements...However, seems the condition new is not quite smooth.

One week ago, I was quite sure that my working place should be changed, this thought still in my mind right now. But some differs come out.

On my working desk, there are full of files, paper works and stuff which I need to follow up. They just like a wall, to build themselves up and all around me to make me isolate with outside world. It gonna makes me carzy.

Time is running short. How can I concentrate in my own real thought? Poor Javier. However, I good sign is...WORKS TAKE OVER ME, BUT NOT SENSIBILITY.

A lovely great news inside my "Great Wall". Isn't it???

A new start

One day, when I close my eyes, and fall into my memory, I smile. Then I know, I take over all in the past and all gone.

One day, when I close my eyes, and fall into my memory, it doesn't make me cry. Then I know, I am recovering and progressing in my route.

One day, when I close my eyes, and fall into my memory, I find all still belong to me. Then I know, I earn my eventually victory back.

But last night, when I close my eyes, I won't let myself fall into my memory, since I know if I do so, I sink.

Extraordinarily, today, when I close my eyes, I found no force to make me fall, or make me sink. There is a point of no return (~_~), but I don't want to make all those reutrn right now. I keep in moving, free my mind, keep going.

Where will I arrive? When will I stop? What will I take at last? God knows. But at least, I am not alone in my journey.

Here I go, please, check me out.

睡不了夜

原本想平靜一點過生活，淡淡的看下去；但為什麼，心又痛了起來？

難道，我又做錯了什麼？這種日子，真的很難過。我究竟做錯了什麼，要我受這樣的痛苦？！

我真的…倒下了。